Thoughts

Had a fight w my bff this weekend
I'm really upset, cause I love an admire her to death... But we bicker like kids...
I don wan a friendship to b over but in actuality this fight hurt more than usual. She used some words that hurt my self esteem an my feelings.
Right now I am goin thru a lot of emotional issues, an I can say I am bonafide "in my feelings" about evrything- work, money, family, etc
I'm drinking my last adult beverage for a few days... Sweet tea from popeyes, mixed w mango flavored vodka... Loopy is a good word, not tipsy really, not intoxicated... Jus fuzzy...
Specially since I'm tryna focus on both this tiny ass blackberry and my 46" tv back and forth
I've been thinkin about a lot of things, hence the reason I started this particular blog, hoepfully this will be better than my fb notes... That turned out to b an emotional mess thanks to *** an company.
Mayb I need to sleep during sleep hours.... An not daylight hours.. O well thas wha happens when u are condemned to being home for 4mnths on disability...
Speaking of which my endometriosis has ruled my life for too long... I wan out of this abusive relationship

Anyways... To be continued
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