what i just txt him should b a bonafide sin actually... it made my stomach flip as a typed it.. and my stomach swirl when i read the response... sad that it is wha i am actually thinking.... today turned me into a fiend... addicted to it yes cause if i txt him... i wont be txtin HIM that lol... dont they call that diversion?
which brings me to why i am thinkin that/this way right now... after 5 hrs of sleep... interrupted sleep at that!
karma is one spiteful ass whore these days... she is makin me feel like i made all this happened... then i enabled an stroked my ego good last night...
i hate when this power comes over me and i hate the power that i have but nothing felt as good as havin fingers in my hair... in a non sexual way at that!
i wan 2 things right now... one is a carnal sin... an the other is a beautiful as the sunrise... wha kinda person am i!
i need to go get a tattoo today.... perhaps it will inflict pain on my skin... to take away the pain in my heart...
my baby bff hurts... an i will always have a place in my heart for this man... no matter how old we are no matter the ups or downs... and it kills me to see him like this...
i wanna go back to those days when life was simple
i need to turn on etta right now...
cause all i could do is cry when i got in the house... an i'd rather go blind...
this playlist is baaaad
i could sit here an mellow out for a second cause every time i get stagnant in motion or thought... the emotion takes over...
i nevr wished this on my worst enemy
karma is a rude whore this week...
she needs to have a seat...
i nevr wanted justice like this
i dont wan u to b me... i cant lose wha i love again... now that i can hold it, in a very nonsexual way no joke...
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