kinda like a hangnail moment

i sit here thinking... y do i get myself in the messes that i am in?

i said today... "I am not clairvoyant, how was i supposed to know you wanted pound cake. I made what I was told to make..."

meant more than i thought initially

I jus finished an awesome love story type romance movie... "For Keeps"

this couple seemed so in love... the feeling looked so good, evn though their life had to turn into a shitfactory... I need to stop usin that word it keeps comin out like word vomit

i can think of the most random things at times... an i think it helps the pain go away... but it doesn heal the hurt i feel

talked to a semi-complete stranger about a fraction of how i feel... it may lead me to therapy soon... cause i didnt cry as i told her which seems like vast improvement, mayb i was jus tryna not punk out idk

got the most popular at the moment playlist on the headphones... why does kesha make me feel better...

Mayb i do need rehab... but how do u rehabilitate from something u dont evn have.... love has a hold on me an the other end doesn evn exist... How can i be in love with the thought of love... the recipient and giver doesn evn have a face... I just miss being in love

How appropriate... Merry Happy comes on... chattin on the phone, cant take back those hours but i wont regret because u can grow flowers from where dirt used to be

i could sit here an vibe all night to music but i wanna write out how i feel...

but why cant i.

perhaps its cause i really have no idea whas goin on in my head

guess i'll use the music to talk for me

Pink- Why did I ever Like U

evn if there was a natural disaster... i wouldnt lose this putrid feeling in my heart for the past i had to go thru w u... an u... damn it applies to more than one lol

Carrie underwood- before he cheats

but did she have to smash up the car though? no man will ever understand the consequences an reprecussions that cheating does to a women... snapped was made for that very purpose i'm sure

until your heart is broken... u will never feel love's 2 sided dagger.. i dont ever wish this on my worst enemy

i have a few songs that make me jus say fuck u... an i honestly feel that way... until the lights go off an i am by myself... amy said it best in wake up alone

i have to go... i cant think straight

theres too much on my mind to contemplate... the words the meanings to the money the wants the needs...

the dreams the passions...

where has my life gone! I wan me back