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Another 2star day?!?!

SAGITTARIUS Nov 22-Dec 21

Don`t let your imagination get the better of you. Look at the facts before you go off on a tangent and make a fuss over nothing. Emotional upset is apparent along with sudden changes. Listen observe and learn from the past so you don`t make a mistake you`ll regret.

Today is a 2 star day.

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Monday 11/29/10

SAGITTARIUS Nov 22-Dec 21

Stay put. You will only make matters worse if you push your way in where you don`t belong. Travel and communications will not be your strong point. Challenging circumstances are apparent and remaining calm is essential.

Today is a 2 star day.

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Morbidly daunting but true

When we are born... The powers that be, whoever ur god is... Stamps an expiration date on ur life.
Unknown to us... Our lives are predetermined at conception... Our death has already been envisioned...

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Revelations? Prob not

Ok... So I am layin in bed n it comes to my attention...
I am hard to get along w...

I txt "panda" evryday... I txt mommy too
I get mad when the bffs don answer me... I need constant attention daily to validate my worthiness...

How have ppl gotten along w me for 23yrs? Hell 2yrs of this would kill me... I need to send out apologies asap lol
I'm not mean... I'm not crass or beligerent (well sober) but I am needy...

An bringin to the point of soberness for a sec... I think I need an AA class... My demons have brought me to drinkin...
Those demons include... But are not limited to... Celibacy... Him... Her... Money... The damned job...

Been back to work for 27 days.... Minus weekends an federal holidays.... An I'm already ready to throw in the towel an find me a cardboard box to live in (w an outlet I'm sure)
I don understand the politics in the "test center".... Why did I promote myself to this department... Cause I damned sure coulda stayed in CS on night shift w/o the drama... All I did was dip myself into a hirarchy of mess an lunacy.... Check the 2:30hr... We lose it daily....
That is when you can tell ur subjects are mental... The same time evryday adhd kicks in an we all crack!
Lets not evn talk bout my mtg w the vp... Cause that wasn evn productive... Sat there while XXXX gave excuse after excuse.... Uneducated excuse.. As to why my team isn asked to do their job description...... -_- dick faced I'm sure

Off the better things... "panda" my panda.... How I wanna give you the world!
Can we jus say I hate men.. I hate women... I am thus defined as asexual... W a mean appetite for attention...
Yes it's been defined... I'm not gay..  I'm not straight... I'm not bisexual... I'm attentual... Can I make that word up?
I wanna spoil you... I wan you to spoil me... I wan to live happily in peace w a person who sees me for me... No frills no make up no money... Jus naked w the lights on... Tatted an plus sized...
Is that too much to ask?! I'm sure it is since I'm single an sleepin alone...
Can someone get me a puppy?!
Met panda... Well not officially yet an we've been talkin/txtin an we have a date tonigt/tomorro... Sat.. I'm not thrilled... I don do well on first impressions...


O I jus figured this one out too... I need to learn to let go... I am stil mad my forever was ruined...
First when I applied to the school she wanted me to... An second when someone ruined my forever love....
I wan a damned fuckin do over.... I mean would it have killed you to let me leave md? Go off to be my fabulous at a school who could mold my greatness..... An if not!!! If I was meant to stay in this godforsaken ghetto ass city... Then why could I have not had my happiness forever... O I forgot... He's an asshole to the millionth degree.... 

How can you expect me to live such an ordinary life when I have such an extraordinary mind/imagination...

O an the kids thing... Out of the question if you ask me... I'm not meant to b a mother... Have you checked out my mental? Have you scoped the differential... Have you viewed the tweets for god sake... Evn if dr a says I can try... How the hell can I try w no sperm


I'm goin to rest my eye balls.... Later dolls

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turkey trials an tribs...

today was prob the most fun i have had in a while for a holiday... no fuss no muss an alot of laughs...
dinner over mommys... jus the important ppl... chelle honey pie mommy brandi lil brit an me... an of course sparkle

felt good for a change...

but on to bigger an better news.... owning a problem... i have owned it an now i will overcome it


more to come... turkey-itis is the devil i am so worn out from today

Dear mind body an soul...
Stop fuckin with me. They say it's hurts because it's supposed to, well forgive me if I'm wrong but fuck you.
Wha does not kill me makes me stronger...well this one hurts bad
The physical pain is wearin me down. I don blog about this bcause it's pretty much pointless, it nevr changes.

As I consume my wine, watch this movie an deep breathe, lettin the mild alcohol numb my system, I learn to focus

:(

Looks like I'm gonna pull an all nighter baking...
Aint no rest for the wicked
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today was one of those days where u wished bad things on many ppl at the vocational
the insurmountable levels of pisstivity an stress in my department will make a girl lose her battle with sobriety.... thas all i have to say


in other news... i'm a cold hearted bitch... well at least i have turned into one on the outside...
sadly it doesn feel wrong either

i'm too tired to write but i wanna talk.... i need to speak the thoughts on the tip of my brain... dancing on the edge of insanity... peeking over my skull's edge

the eyecandy at work is off limits... damn i hate girl world... an i hate that this city is so fuckin small... everyone knows everyone...
he better not flirt w me... cause i'm supposed to be loyal to girl world... an my flesh is weak so i do not need to be tempted...

yes... i said my flesh is weak... blasphemous as it is to use biblical terms for my own sordid, twisted, perverted cause... my flesh, mind an body is weak like a old rubber band... "but i'm tryna keep my lady" ;) thanks joss for that song


on that note... goodnight loves...

Again

I hate waking up to nightmares about him an crying myself back to sleep.
I hate seeing his face in my dreams an hearing his voice at night.
How can u make ur mind forget about someone u love so bad, an hate so much for hurting u.

I need rehab
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first blog of nov!!
whooo i feel drained like shit... everyday is a new day an everyday i force myself off the pillow

she makes me feel so much better... an i am blessed to be able to kno her
i can imagine that this will continue.. but as i usually say... i really hate the beginning stages

having waaay too much fun planning my awesomesauce bday party....
u kno i live an love for bdays... 365days that i didnt kill someone or myself...
though this year i have made many mistakes i have learned so much from them

echo lounge... brace urself... fuckin bitch lifestyle comin thru
i'm gettin back in the swing of things... feeling like a let go...

good girls finish last... but i am tryna trip these hoes at the starting line