I am hard to get along w...
I txt "panda" evryday... I txt mommy too
I get mad when the bffs don answer me... I need constant attention daily to validate my worthiness...
How have ppl gotten along w me for 23yrs? Hell 2yrs of this would kill me... I need to send out apologies asap lol
I'm not mean... I'm not crass or beligerent (well sober) but I am needy...
An bringin to the point of soberness for a sec... I think I need an AA class... My demons have brought me to drinkin...
Those demons include... But are not limited to... Celibacy... Him... Her... Money... The damned job...
Been back to work for 27 days.... Minus weekends an federal holidays.... An I'm already ready to throw in the towel an find me a cardboard box to live in (w an outlet I'm sure)
I don understand the politics in the "test center".... Why did I promote myself to this department... Cause I damned sure coulda stayed in CS on night shift w/o the drama... All I did was dip myself into a hirarchy of mess an lunacy.... Check the 2:30hr... We lose it daily....
That is when you can tell ur subjects are mental... The same time evryday adhd kicks in an we all crack!
Lets not evn talk bout my mtg w the vp... Cause that wasn evn productive... Sat there while XXXX gave excuse after excuse.... Uneducated excuse.. As to why my team isn asked to do their job description...... -_- dick faced I'm sure
Off the better things... "panda" my panda.... How I wanna give you the world!
Can we jus say I hate men.. I hate women... I am thus defined as asexual... W a mean appetite for attention...
Yes it's been defined... I'm not gay.. I'm not straight... I'm not bisexual... I'm attentual... Can I make that word up?
I wanna spoil you... I wan you to spoil me... I wan to live happily in peace w a person who sees me for me... No frills no make up no money... Jus naked w the lights on... Tatted an plus sized...
Is that too much to ask?! I'm sure it is since I'm single an sleepin alone...
Can someone get me a puppy?!
Met panda... Well not officially yet an we've been talkin/txtin an we have a date tonigt/tomorro... Sat.. I'm not thrilled... I don do well on first impressions...
O I jus figured this one out too... I need to learn to let go... I am stil mad my forever was ruined...
First when I applied to the school she wanted me to... An second when someone ruined my forever love....
I wan a damned fuckin do over.... I mean would it have killed you to let me leave md? Go off to be my fabulous at a school who could mold my greatness..... An if not!!! If I was meant to stay in this godforsaken ghetto ass city... Then why could I have not had my happiness forever... O I forgot... He's an asshole to the millionth degree....
How can you expect me to live such an ordinary life when I have such an extraordinary mind/imagination...
O an the kids thing... Out of the question if you ask me... I'm not meant to b a mother... Have you checked out my mental? Have you scoped the differential... Have you viewed the tweets for god sake... Evn if dr a says I can try... How the hell can I try w no sperm
I'm goin to rest my eye balls.... Later dolls
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