12/13....

ok... so if anyone has the balls to call me at 4:30a... i have the balls to answer lol

but for him to come at me with this cockeyed romance all late at night early in the mornin. i understand some of it.. but is it a lil late too soon...

i mean i have moved on signif... i mean pushin situation 1 an him situation 2 out of the picture... an trust me, situation 1 was hard to replace, cause situation 2 def does not replace him in the bedroom department... sigh... i dont think i will ever find that connection. i think that is why i am most upset lol i am a fiend, deprived of the best thing i have ever found! lol sike lemme stop pumpin his ego up... it fits perfect thas all i can say an it my physical match... sad

an then theres her... the new chick.. who i want to move forward with but not with #2's crazy outbursts last night i can forsee an issue... but i guess i will come to that bridge when i need to cross it.