untitled? idk jus a rant

i need to let all this out before i burst...

oi... ok... good bad or worse...
lets start with the good

a bitch is still employed... today so far lol but i'm waiting on that fateful decision... sedgewick better hurry up an decide to pay me or not...

i'm finally breaking down an curing my animal companion withdrawl syndrome (insider lol) and adopting my baby this weekend... tentitively that is i mean i havent paid for him yet.

yes i used my work bonus to buy a hairless cat... because i'm weird... eclectic and my own... and i am sooooooo excited i could burst into tears

more than how excited i am that adele releases 21 this month!!!!! oi i need some new music from my lady... she melts my soul


ok... for the not so good...
matters of the heart... suck ass...
first u kno i was talkin to amanda who was wrong place wrong time wrong century... an i liked her... but i need time, i need phone calls txts... i need to see u... we havent even seen each other!!! pet peeve...
so panda is out of the question... i am a needy woman i need my woman

then theres this one... gosh shes a piece of work... thas probably why i like her... an its a new exp for me... i dont do the "dom" or "stud" i cant get the mentality needed to be a barbie doll fem, and i dont need a ken doll... so past DJ i havent dated a dom ever... and she was an emotional mess... neither here nor there
but babe... idk wha to do with her... im so drawn to her but she also drives me nuts w the... somethin i don even kno

bad... i have a short temper these days... but not anger jus impatient and crotchety w her an the petty stuff we bicker about? idk its weird

got my nails done... made me feel like a queen... designs an lashes tomorro... *sigh* to be a woman again is pretty up lifting when u feel like crap on the inside


brb