nothings news... cept all of yesterday

yesterday was eye opening...

kinda liked it even...

Amazing glaze is probably my new narcotic, cant wait til my piece is done...

i want to go to ceramics class... mayb i'll go up to ccbc an register for just that one class

rescued a kitten yesterday... makes me want my sushi even more... *pouts*

I love a woman who is positive!! is all i can say...

and y do i keep meeting unavail ppl... not particularly lucky am i

possibly getting numbers 19-21... if i'm lucky i'll get 19... if luck is on my side i'll get the next 2 started or at least one of the current finished.... dont get me wrong not that i do not appreci the grace i'm given...

layin in the bed right now...

i'll b devastated if its hotter than hell outside later on

Because I am up... 7/19/10 unpublished

really the stress in my life has taken a toll on me... mentally an physically... i really jus want to crawl into a hole an see if anybody will miss me or notice for that factor

this weekend opened up a lot for me... like i cant understand what we argued about... i cant understand y when i do something... its not the same equivalent when u fuck up... that u can be upset w me an not even call me in 2 days... an none of these ppl/situations am i havin relations with... thas wha kills me... these arent even ppl i'm talkin to... these are ppl in my everyday life...

Curious...

What is it about sobranie pinks that makes me wanna try them!!!!
i know that it would be horrible habit to start... but in my mind it wouldn hurt to curb the stress level in my life...
perhaps if my mind could cope the stress i wouldn be sittin here at home on disability now!
fml

Thoughts

Had a fight w my bff this weekend
I'm really upset, cause I love an admire her to death... But we bicker like kids...
I don wan a friendship to b over but in actuality this fight hurt more than usual. She used some words that hurt my self esteem an my feelings.
Right now I am goin thru a lot of emotional issues, an I can say I am bonafide "in my feelings" about evrything- work, money, family, etc
I'm drinking my last adult beverage for a few days... Sweet tea from popeyes, mixed w mango flavored vodka... Loopy is a good word, not tipsy really, not intoxicated... Jus fuzzy...
Specially since I'm tryna focus on both this tiny ass blackberry and my 46" tv back and forth
I've been thinkin about a lot of things, hence the reason I started this particular blog, hoepfully this will be better than my fb notes... That turned out to b an emotional mess thanks to *** an company.
Mayb I need to sleep during sleep hours.... An not daylight hours.. O well thas wha happens when u are condemned to being home for 4mnths on disability...
Speaking of which my endometriosis has ruled my life for too long... I wan out of this abusive relationship

Anyways... To be continued
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Soooo here I go from the bb circa 199ad per Gabi
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Lol I need a new phone... I really like that new Samsung Intercept... But idk how I'm gonna get it lmao
I jus need a phone w wifi so I can send msgs, data, etc faster... I can use my bluetooth... Circa 109bc lol to talk around the house til I get a home phone...
Perhaps I'll ask kendra if she stil has that hero... Evnthough its gonna suck to not have a keyboard I think I'll live for a min
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Today is basically day one... of the rest of my life
I am ready to change and exude positivity and greatness

These blogs may not be extremely long, they might not be spelled 100% correct of have perfect grammar... but they will be real, totally and completely real

lemme go back to my mango vodka tea (: and my big man tv