Thursday, December 9, 2010

12/9/10-12/13/10

sittin here at my desk... wondering what in the world happened last night

I had the weirdest dreams ever! and i hate when i have these dreams about him... like i dont think about u during the day so why is my subconcious at night so focused on u

I try so hard to move on in my life fromt he things that haunt me... failed relationships, personal demons, financial woes... but i have the most vivid imagination in the world an it takes over at night. no i don kno how to make this stop... but i want it to so bad.. cause i cant friggin sleep

startin this new thing w her is interesting... cause of course i am not used to ppl not bein avail to me at all times plausible. so being that she works so much, kills but i am learnin

work is a trickbag at the most..... like the circus even at times... today i get the call whether i got the jr neg position... i'm not thrilled that it is in columbia though... nor am i thrilled that the population is under 100...


continued... monday... 12/13/2010
no word from them either....
wait til u read this next one... this weekend was for the books

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